February 10, 2006

• and now i’m sad and like.. about to cry=( these
  hormones.. seriously.. need to go..my moods go up and down and around
  and everywhere! i’m being soo weird!! i want to be me again..
  sooo…hormones need to go

  no appropriate pictures from last night hehe sorrryyy

  annnnnnnd ONCE AGAIN!!! i almost got run over- (while joanna’s laughing
  at me in the background) i need to stop being so absentminded

  clubbing was fun! i had an awesome time dancing with joanna( aka stripper )
  and diana (my mustang lesbian lover) hahhaa why wouldn’t guys just
  believe we were lesbians and back up? and if that doesn’t work the i
  have a boyfriend thing SHOULD logicallywork… but no. it doesn’t…i
  don’t get it hehe do i not loooook lesbianish enough? i should go in
  baggy jeans next time

  as much fun as i had dancing all crazy with joanna and diana and
  whoever else i happeneed to dance with tonight.. i really don’t
  remember faces.. but honestly… clubbing is sooo overrated the only
  thing i like about it. is dancing on the stage.. in the back.. and
  that’s because guys aren’t allowed on the stage muahahhaah- its so
  like. gross looking at their faces and pretty much seeing their “train
  of thought” chuga chugga chugga.. oooohhh girls dancing.. chug…
  chug… chugg…. errrr… derrr .. (brain has stopped- drooling ensues)

  is it bad? if i get bored with dancing with someone too long? honestly
  its so much more fun freaking joanna.. than like.. dancing with anyone
  else..i get boredd!!! or mayb its my A.D.D talking – dunno

  yeah or mayb i didn’t drink enough? welllll me and glen got kicked out-
  cuuzz he was holding a cup of ice and i thought there was water in it-
  but apparently it was alochol and the two ginormous x’s on my two hands..  like so  X and so   X say
  the little girl shouldn’t be drinking alcohol ( i just wanted water)-
  so mr. meanie bouncer took me and glen out- upon which we proceeded to
  wander the streets of hollywood looking like a hooker and a pimp( esp
  when we stood on the corners of streets) yeah… pretty sad

  i wish… yeah deanna ok ur right…
  dammit! i hate that… but watch- its never going to happen.. cuz i
  know!! and if it did- i’d be like this and then
  cuz when that happens.. its going to be the equivalent of me turning
  into a boy named christophe theyre not all like yoshi- some are just
  more prideful and perverted than others.. hmph

  triparty was actually really fun!! awwww imiss everyone so much- i feel
  like i’ve been missing out on so much! there’s so much more going on
  now-

  SOMEONE HELP ME FIND A SUBLETTER FOR THE SUMMER AUG 20- MARCH 15TH
  ISH… i’ll be back for our session C- but what am i goign to do for
  those two months! how sad…it’ll be my mini verison of studying abroad
  hehe except its not abroad by even that much- but i can pretennddd -
  fun stuff
  no appropriate pictures from last night hehe sorrryyy

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