May 12, 2006

• omg omg omg.. i'm having dreams about something that i should be
  totally over..!!! ahhhhhh what's wrong with me and why the heck is it
  happening now? sigh its been like..
  ages and ages and ages.. i was so happy still am but no.. after a whole week..
  seriously no joke A WHOLE WEEK! of weird dreams.. and i don't dream
  like i really don't.. it jus tdoesn't happen.. i might sleep talk.. yes
  i do that... sleep sing in chinese.. yes i've done that too.. and over
  the summer apparently i still sleep walk.. buutt!!! dream..
  never! and about this memory its like... doooood i'm so happy right
  now.. what's wrong with my subconscious.. maybe my subconscious is
  retarded and doesn't want me to be happy so when i'm like.. super happy
  its gotta keep me in check .... that's pretty messed up though..
  buuuuutttt yeah.....when have i ever been this happy?.. its like being
  a little kid over again =) now if the nightmares would just go away..
  it'd be perfect!

  wahhhhhhhhh... wats wrong with me and of all things to dream about.. if
  i could just bring myself to hate the memory.. then yeah.. buuuttttt
  when have i ever hated anything? except well.. two people but that's
  two people in the span of like. what 19 yearS? and go figure it all
  happens in college actuallly. .make that four well two i actually just
  feel sorry for cuz theyre ugly and not very good people either.. not
  that i don' t like ugly people but when ur personality is ugly too..
  that's when hate turns to pity... and that's just sad.. if you're
  like.. ugly and a good person.. then dude. ur my homie..
  buuuttt   if fakeness comes along with ugliness then well..
  i'm sorry really i am ur parents must not like you too much .. or maybe
  they just pretend that they do

  so here is me bitching on and on because well yeah i'm bitter.. triple
  ticketed.. god! hopefully my appeal will go through.. i got all the
  other tickets knocked off
  these shouldn't be a biggie either.. hpefully .. fingers crossed

  hmmm orrr maybe i'm all psycho cuz some people just have very psycho
  ex's.. like seriously... get a life....i know ki know.. just cuz u
  cna't be as perfect as some of us... i know keidric wants to be
  mentioned here... cuz he thinks he's pretty or so he says he is... buuutttt back to my bitching

  let's see.. when was the last time i got this upset??? hmm.. its kinda
  fuzzy .. can't really remember... *shrug* oh well sometime like two
  months ago..

  but yeah.. stupid parking people... sets off a whole chain reaction..
  cuz i'm sureeee the parking ticket guy was like.. gross... he's
  probably just upset that he does'nt even HAVE a car soooooo he's like
  i'm going ot screw over everyone who does have a car...
  fjidof;jodiafjio asshole...

  i hope he repents for his sins!! hmph!

  on a mushier note.. nowt hat i'm done bitching..

  

  how random is that?? hehe i think its about that time of the month...

  .... where i should just quarantine myself.. cuz its so embarrassing how moody i get

  • 1:31 am
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