SIGH! busy busy busy busy… stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

it never ends.. like.. ever!

so i’m darn proud of myself today studied from 11-2 then flyer for an hour then 3-5  yesterday i stayed at the library from 2 til 6 with one hour break where i ditched anna to go eat and type up my resume.  Then back to de neve i went to go study 6-9 with my new math friends who sit in front with me.  The view is really much better for small headed people like me… you know what i’m talking about the one white kid who has like a ginormous head the size of a watermelon decides to nod off and back and forth the sleepy head goes , much to my frustration.  So the other day i went to Ruth’s Chris.. and almost died! after finishing my tiny but delicoiusly bloody steak AND the rest of ryan’s steak might i add.  I was a happy little camper.  They seriously serve those little suckers on a 500 degree plate and DRENCH the meat in sizzling butter.  I almost fainted.  After we went to Maestro’s for buttercake.. mmm it comes with fresh whipped cream… i was like wow and my eyes bugged out like this o_o it was too good like.. really … too good… if only my parents appreciated stuff like this i’d take them every day!! but sadly.. my parents like home cooked chinese food.. which is totally fine with me…but well… i guess different generation  hehe

anyway! i haven’t had that much fun in a while..yay for the fobby song on jay chou’s new album… i love it.. i love it!! for some odd reason i really like it.. i think its one of those things that totally grow on you.  It remids me of richard.. it really does.. like… i can totally picture him blasting it from his yaris? is that what its called? anyway.  I change my mind.. the new lexus is adorable … the gps screen is like twice as big as the old one.. .and its just so cute in general… buttttt… it doesn’t compare to the mustang! mine that is! well… until it got backed into another car.. ahem!!!.. hehe insurance is a total must in westwood sadly. 

pinkberry = good =D like.. really really really good.. the first time i didn’t think that much of it.. cuz i was like… WHERE’S THE SUGAR!! .. but then  u eat it and its an acquired thing.. mmmm

 i want 100 on my midterm.. is that bratty? but dude.. its 31B… how bad can it be? watch.. my adorable nice professor’s ognna go alll crazy and bust out some random problems that we’ve never done before -_-  cross my fingers!

thank god for privacy and private entries where i can just vent all the little thoughts out of my little/ tiny/ munchkin head  =) lunch with tina tomorrow yay looking forward to it.. i feel like sharon would really like her.. hmmm well anyway after what serena told me.. it really is  a small world.. that’s so gross…. =( which reminds me of why i’m so m.i.a =) work is quite rewarding..and instead of sucking up ur money.. it  gives you money..and a little office with a nice view , a little plaque on ur door that says miss dai and a wonderful personal assistant who probably hates me because i make him go get me boba..i dont blame him he’s probably dreaming about strangling me right now cuz basically when he gets everyone else starbucks he has to make a separate far drive over to sawtelle to get my princess ass boba.  but then again i’m special…its a fact =) cuz those coffeeres do’nt haveee their own office nor do they have their name on it.. nor do they work as much as i do muahhhaha… theyre stuck in a cubicle on my floor..therefore i’m special i love my life…in those little moments…. i fired my first employee today  i thought i was pretty fair.. he ‘s always always alll wayyys late to work.. and he doesn’t have 8 am class in the morning.. what the hell does he do anyway he slacks off doesn’t get anything done i mean there’s only so many times you can talk to him about his tardiness and lack of work ethics before it affects other workers.. well hopefully  he’ll be the example… At first i was scared that i did the wrong thing.. but after a hearty pat on the back from my boss.. i guess…i did the right thing? i really don’t know…my boss is so ruthless if i wasn’t  in his good graces i’d be soooo scared. …

yawn.. sleeeeppyyyy -_-zzzzzzz

so i like just got back and now i’m debating whether or not to go to class =( as much as i love my math class… arggghh i’m so sleepy dinner was like.. amazingly good  maestros didn’t happen but was it sonoro or sonora ? i dont know but they have like.. really really really really good steak. I was so full after but then i starrted eyeing that molten chocolate cake on the dessert menu.. ….tempting.. but in the end i really was too full.   

KEKE i’m mad at you in case you didn’t notice.. i cook forever on sunday and  off you go instead to do god knows what…. psh… forget you hmph! pout.. …

This weekend was so strange.  Either way it had a lot of crying involved.  Friday = crying cuz i was just being stupid and emotional.  Saturday = enlightening words of wisdom from an eclectic source of people=> i felt a lot better after havin some sense knocked into me.   Sunday = happy crying over stupid carstuff and roomate bonding.. that was nice =) and then dinner that was strange but not wholly unpleasant. Kinda like revisiting the past… but not quite… i should take my own advice sometimes because i don’t know what I want in all of this. Will i want to know or not… in the end i’ll always want to know what had happened in the past months so maybe its not the best idea… Either way i’m not going to think about it and see what happens …. but that’s the equivalence of brainlessly blundering around..just like the poor flies that happen to wander into my room..they meet a violent and hapless demise encased in their wet wipe/hairspray  tomb. 

So i decieded.. today i’m going to get a new camera =D Problem is.. i just need someone to keep me from getting the super cute useless one.. and maybe go for the one that’s not as cute.. but works better… but like.. what do iii know about cameras … my laptop..prime example.. super cute.. but not worth the extra 400 that i paid for the red/ pink color scheme.  sigh …ohhhh wellll =D

darn… i feel bad.. off to class i go..

me and lil’s song walk away -paula deanda-
my part
does she rub your feet (when you’ve had a long day)
scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids)
does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like i do)

cat’s part
does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)
show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)
does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)
baby i love you (like you used too)

cat i gave you my advice on how iii would deal with these situations.. however, you’re too nice therefore… my words of wisdom don’t work for you  buuuuuuutttttt believe me it helps

yay! revelation pictures..

how come it looks like its hong’s revelations part two? she wants all of muy’s presents.. look at my greedy lil sis tsk tsk.. my poor grand lil’s going to think no one loves her

me and mel why did our lil run away from us?

-_-
ok don’t ever do that again……you think i’m kidding but i’m not… ok who’s genius idea was it!!!!!

hmm math 31B isn’t as bad as everyone says it is… sadly doing the problems are kinda fun or maybe its cuz i like going to class and being a little twit right in the front yay attention attention hehe.. whine whine whine.. math is much more mind stimulating than reading about economic theory… zzzzzzzz …… that was me in econ 152 class.. my head tilted back mouth wide open and droool… hehe so attractive huh… i’m surprised no one tried to aim anytihng at my mouth.. oh well but then again.. it has only been the first two weeks maybe that class will pick up later? dunno maybe if my idiot professor would stop coming to lecture late, high, and with his old school stunna shades.. i might actually enjoy his mindless ramblings .   he seriously looks like a very very old druggy.. he was probably  hehe but my professor is like.. such a dork its so adorable he fits the description of N-E-R-D glasses, pocket protector.. everything hehe.. its sooo cute

BIG BRO !!! i blame you for my predicament right now- its so sad.. this week is like.. totally sucking.

sigh

on the bright side.. i made two new friends in the process and that’s always nice and comforting.  People who actually care about you.. the warm and fuzzy feeling is such a relief

anyhoo

awww we’re so cute! ok.. soo

here are rush pictures

here’s me and saery and thalia at luau… when i was winning and my hair was flying everywhere… I even  jacked saery’s chair muahahha but that was before Thalia stretched out her long sexy legs and owned me at the game.. I was so sad

ok now i’m somewhat happy again still traumatized.. but keke is stinking up my room with b.o. … grossss!!!! for a successful stock person.. who’s also homeless right now… he needs to shower and change! ewwwwwwwww hygiene! at this rate you’ll never be cuter! ehehe i win i win

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh

It's just too little, too late
Yeah

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

you think you know someone.. but then they turn out just like the rest if not worse 
how can one person house two such extreme personalities.  How do you look someone in the eye and just lie
like just flat out lie.. even when all the evidence is in front of you? seriously what kind of a person does tha


what a horrible week its been first the bumper and then some idiot broke my right mirror.. like.. its completely smashed.. i'm so sad

i'm sick =( and wahhhh