YAY 2007! hehe weeeeeee

so two days ago I decided to get on the treadmill put the speed on 8.0 and sprint my usual mile.. but since I hadn't worked out in over three months... eww gross... i died... and hobbled off that treadmill to drive home.  The next day aka yesterday I woke up sore beyond words.. and stupidly forced myself to run off the soreness... around la canada and today I paid for my stupidity... i rolled out of bed, plopped on the floor, and whined for my dad to come pick me up.. my poor legs.  The fact that he was amused and compared me to a grandma the whole way over to the kitchen didn't do much for my now bruised ego... My mom burst out laughing when she swaw my dad carrying me into the kitchen and no amount of massaging would get the sore ness out o my legs.. now I'm waddling around like a gimpy penguin

sigh.. where did i go wrong

on the bright side...

my wonderful pappa bought 300 dollars worth of swallows nest for me and my mom to eat my mom made it with sugary rock candy into a syrup.. its sooo good! and supposedly great for your skin.. and within a span of 30 minutes.. that 300 dollars worth of swallows nest was consumed by me my mom none for dad cuz men just don't eat swallows nest and mmmm... it made my day

then it was dim summing with my buttface cousin and lots of social calls where my mom satisfied her enormous social appetite by visiting her 456545452345245 friends in the area my dad and I were like o-m-g the woman never stops jabbering..as much as we both love her sigh.. and supposedly i'm going to to grow up just like her... orso she says... or so she hopes.. =) i don't think so hehe i'd die saliva deprivation ok nap time!

pictures will be up later.. promise!!

part of my room... yes i know it looks all princessy as joanna has told me many many tmies.. its really not that princessy..there's no soundproofiness and lots of  noise and a creepy white guy on the balcony a little below who smokes a cigarette and has some weird asian fetish

awww my grand lilpoo looks sooo sad

family! yay! dinner number one

ahaha candid shots.. hong's a happy camper... kevin looks like he wants to smack her with his chopsticks.. like.. why is this crazy girl laughing so much

next night!!! haha i'm like manna-ed out for the rest of this year!

family dinner part two!


and look who was stalking me... ehehe jk that was cute
 
awww flashback and that's when i first met jiun.. how cute!!!!

and now exchange hehe

me and the drunkard.. one year older and a little bit wiser maybe =) but from the looks of it.. not really hehe

matching my grandlil's perpetually sad face

........ and both of them are sober.. that's the scary part

i can see us holding hands walking on the beach our monkey toes in the sand ehehe my loves

harmonies and kamikazes

polly thalia saery deborah and trang looking cute!

this is what i wanted to be.. a lobster.. but nooooo the jewels had to show up as lobsters.. i was so sad.. i wanted to be a lobster so badly too...

ann and i had a long talk in the hallway in the middle of all the drunkenness and i miss you ann =( and the weird ranch sauce that you would make as dressing

my lil bro and his 43674387241 theta lils.. actually just two.. but still hehe

taking a picture of my grand lil and lil  they both look so happy... everyone else looks so ... moded..hehehe.. or sad.. hehe candid shots are so funny wats brian doing looking at the camera..

there's something soo disturbing about this picture... i can't... put my finger on it.. hmmm

and that concludes omega x/c

sometimes i think its healthier to just pretend certain people never existed... if you erase the evidence... eventually the memory can be erased too along with the unpleasant visuals.  Kinda like getting rid of a gross taste in your mouth... just pop in some gum and voila! no more! theyre just not worth your time or friendship

and then there are some people who've really touched your life who you know is a good person and you care so much for them... and because of them you've taken so much and been through so much....  and you thought that a year would have fixed all problems by now...but you know that its still too soon.  Maybe with a lot of distance and a lot of time the past can be over looked and start over.. or maybe not.  Letting go of a memory and learning to trust someone again is a feat that may be a little beyond our years now. by the way.. i was an awesome girlfriend.. even if i was a little demanding... and childish.. and... ok fine.. at least we looked oober cute together

i have no idea how to make it right side up..i'm so computer retarded...

random picture from way back in the day

annnddd i don't know how to upload moreeee pictures or delete them from pictures uploaded.. tehrefore... to be continued =)

SIGH! busy busy busy busy... stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

it never ends.. like.. ever!

so i'm darn proud of myself today studied from 11-2 then flyer for an hour then 3-5  yesterday i stayed at the library from 2 til 6 with one hour break where i ditched anna to go eat and type up my resume.  Then back to de neve i went to go study 6-9 with my new math friends who sit in front with me.  The view is really much better for small headed people like me... you know what i'm talking about the one white kid who has like a ginormous head the size of a watermelon decides to nod off and back and forth the sleepy head goes , much to my frustration.  So the other day i went to Ruth's Chris.. and almost died! after finishing my tiny but delicoiusly bloody steak AND the rest of ryan's steak might i add.  I was a happy little camper.  They seriously serve those little suckers on a 500 degree plate and DRENCH the meat in sizzling butter.  I almost fainted.  After we went to Maestro's for buttercake.. mmm it comes with fresh whipped cream... i was like wow and my eyes bugged out like this o_o it was too good like.. really ... too good... if only my parents appreciated stuff like this i'd take them every day!! but sadly.. my parents like home cooked chinese food.. which is totally fine with me...but well... i guess different generation  hehe

anyway! i haven't had that much fun in a while..yay for the fobby song on jay chou's new album... i love it.. i love it!! for some odd reason i really like it.. i think its one of those things that totally grow on you.  It remids me of richard.. it really does.. like... i can totally picture him blasting it from his yaris? is that what its called? anyway.  I change my mind.. the new lexus is adorable ... the gps screen is like twice as big as the old one.. .and its just so cute in general... buttttt... it doesn't compare to the mustang! mine that is! well... until it got backed into another car.. ahem!!!.. hehe insurance is a total must in westwood sadly. 

pinkberry = good =D like.. really really really good.. the first time i didn't think that much of it.. cuz i was like... WHERE'S THE SUGAR!! .. but then  u eat it and its an acquired thing.. mmmm

 i want 100 on my midterm.. is that bratty? but dude.. its 31B... how bad can it be? watch.. my adorable nice professor's ognna go alll crazy and bust out some random problems that we've never done before -_-  cross my fingers!

thank god for privacy and private entries where i can just vent all the little thoughts out of my little/ tiny/ munchkin head  =) lunch with tina tomorrow yay looking forward to it.. i feel like sharon would really like her.. hmmm well anyway after what serena told me.. it really is  a small world.. that's so gross.... =( which reminds me of why i'm so m.i.a =) work is quite rewarding..and instead of sucking up ur money.. it  gives you money..and a little office with a nice view , a little plaque on ur door that says miss dai and a wonderful personal assistant who probably hates me because i make him go get me boba..i dont blame him he's probably dreaming about strangling me right now cuz basically when he gets everyone else starbucks he has to make a separate far drive over to sawtelle to get my princess ass boba.  but then again i'm special...its a fact =) cuz those coffeeres do'nt haveee their own office nor do they have their name on it.. nor do they work as much as i do muahhhaha... theyre stuck in a cubicle on my floor..therefore i'm special i love my life...in those little moments.... i fired my first employee today  i thought i was pretty fair.. he 's always always alll wayyys late to work.. and he doesn't have 8 am class in the morning.. what the hell does he do anyway he slacks off doesn't get anything done i mean there's only so many times you can talk to him about his tardiness and lack of work ethics before it affects other workers.. well hopefully  he'll be the example... At first i was scared that i did the wrong thing.. but after a hearty pat on the back from my boss.. i guess...i did the right thing? i really don't know...my boss is so ruthless if i wasn't  in his good graces i'd be soooo scared. ...

yawn.. sleeeeppyyyy -_-zzzzzzz

so i like just got back and now i'm debating whether or not to go to class =( as much as i love my math class... arggghh i'm so sleepy dinner was like.. amazingly good  maestros didn't happen but was it sonoro or sonora ? i dont know but they have like.. really really really really good steak. I was so full after but then i starrted eyeing that molten chocolate cake on the dessert menu.. ....tempting.. but in the end i really was too full.   

KEKE i'm mad at you in case you didn't notice.. i cook forever on sunday and  off you go instead to do god knows what.... psh... forget you hmph! pout.. ...

This weekend was so strange.  Either way it had a lot of crying involved.  Friday = crying cuz i was just being stupid and emotional.  Saturday = enlightening words of wisdom from an eclectic source of people=> i felt a lot better after havin some sense knocked into me.   Sunday = happy crying over stupid carstuff and roomate bonding.. that was nice =) and then dinner that was strange but not wholly unpleasant. Kinda like revisiting the past... but not quite... i should take my own advice sometimes because i don't know what I want in all of this. Will i want to know or not... in the end i'll always want to know what had happened in the past months so maybe its not the best idea... Either way i'm not going to think about it and see what happens .... but that's the equivalence of brainlessly blundering around..just like the poor flies that happen to wander into my room..they meet a violent and hapless demise encased in their wet wipe/hairspray  tomb. 

So i decieded.. today i'm going to get a new camera =D Problem is.. i just need someone to keep me from getting the super cute useless one.. and maybe go for the one that's not as cute.. but works better... but like.. what do iii know about cameras ... my laptop..prime example.. super cute.. but not worth the extra 400 that i paid for the red/ pink color scheme.  sigh ...ohhhh wellll =D

darn... i feel bad.. off to class i go..

me and lil's song walk away -paula deanda-
my part
does she rub your feet (when you've had a long day)
scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids)
does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like i do)

cat's part
does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)
show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)
does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)
baby i love you (like you used too)

cat i gave you my advice on how iii would deal with these situations.. however, you're too nice therefore... my words of wisdom don't work for you  buuuuuuutttttt believe me it helps

yay! revelation pictures..

how come it looks like its hong's revelations part two? she wants all of muy's presents.. look at my greedy lil sis tsk tsk.. my poor grand lil's going to think no one loves her

me and mel why did our lil run away from us?

-_-
ok don't ever do that again......you think i'm kidding but i'm not... ok who's genius idea was it!!!!!