is it that impossible to get a drama free life? people can be so disappointing sometimes

there goes my happy post -church mood. . . 

AHHHHHHHHhhh  this is me now
in 15 min
another 15
another 15

i guess that’s life and i’ll just deal

actually i think i’m at stage right now

hahah….. yeah i’m over it thank you
Lord for giving me built in rose tinted glasses, a short attention
span, and a mother who taught me how to “just not care”

doesn’t this look like it belongs on some ad for some famous store-
ooooh i know i know! its like a diesel ad! like all  crazy and
rockerish!! jiun did this allll by himself! in like.. less than a
minute—
what talent!!!

and this looks like it should be screen printed onto a shirt! with big
and lil stitched onto it!! hehe – this is exactly what i’m going to get
you when u cross don’t say i did’nt warn you!!! and mayyybbb there will
be omega sigma tau in like..  (0.2 ) font on the upper left hand
corner.. but who needs letters annyyywayyy when you’ve got my face
like. right in the middle!! muahahah hehe jjjkkk!!! i heart u lil bro!

lcailianl: you get to be official rice thrower ok.?
hoalox: ok
lcailianl: i expect some quality rice throwing out of u
hoalox: i get to dump the whole bag
lcailianl: …..
lcailianl: not on me!!
hoalox: ill make sure theres  hell rice bags haning from the ceiling
lcailianl: …………
hoalox: and whe you walk udner
hoalox: im gana let them like pour
lcailianl: LITTLE BRO!!!!
hoalox: all the way down the aisle
lcailianl: and i’m gonnasock u with my giant rock
hoalox: and youll be like swimming in rice
lcailianl: hahah i’ll go find a rock outside or somehting
lcailianl: ewwww grosss!!!!!
lcailianl: that’s sooo …
lcailianl: not graceful
hoalox: YEA IT IS
lcailianl: hahahah as i walk downthe aisle.. these random ass rice bags just fall from theceiling
lcailianl: … hahah that would succkk!
hoalox: no no no not fall
hoalox: but pour
hoalox: like pour from the ceiling

my lil bro’s  pimpinnnnn!!

make me proud

POST : IT WAS A DISCUSSION! not an arguement. heh heh

muah!
.. hehe eli was here…

POST.. CHRISTINE IS TOO MEAN AND HURTS ELI’S FEELINGS ARGUMENT

 

sonik31 (3:03:09 AM): go do you lab silly babY

lcailianl (3:03:23 AM): ummm

lcailianl (3:03:24 AM): no

sonik31 (3:03:37 AM): y?

sonik31 (3:03:39 AM): its late

sonik31 (3:03:41 AM): holy moley its hella late

lcailianl (3:03:47 AM): cuz iknewwww u would go onlineee

lcailianl (3:03:49 AM): and here you are!!

lcailianl (3:03:54 AM): and now that i’ve caught u onlineeee

lcailianl (3:03:57 AM): i’m not letting u go

lcailianl (3:03:59 AM): =)

lcailianl (3:04:03 AM): and i think its so funny

lcailianl (3:04:10 AM): how u imed me hwen i called u

sonik31 (3:04:21 AM): haha

sonik31 (3:04:24 AM): yeah it was kinda funny

sonik31 (3:04:32 AM): what do you mean you knew i was gonna be online?

lcailianl (3:04:47 AM): nothinnngggg

lcailianl (3:04:49 AM): =)

lcailianl (3:04:51 AM): i knowww u baby

lcailianl (3:04:52 AM): hahah

sonik31 (3:04:55 AM): …

sonik31 (3:04:57 AM): =P

sonik31 (3:05:07 AM): what a smart girl

sonik31 (3:05:14 AM): im lucky to have you as my girlfriend

lcailianl (3:05:29 AM): hahaha no i’m lucky baby

lcailianl (3:05:38 AM): =)

sonik31 (3:05:44 AM): ur just saying honey

sonik31 (3:05:48 AM): im difficult

sonik31 (3:05:51 AM): and i know it

sonik31 (3:05:52 AM): =(

lcailianl (3:06:09 AM): didi’nt i tell you? i know i made the right choice in saying yes to be your gf

lcailianl (3:06:13 AM): wel yeah ur difficult

lcailianl (3:06:19 AM): but i’m not that easy to deal with either

lcailianl (3:06:34 AM): so … i mean nothings worthwhile is ever easy

sonik31 (3:06:38 AM): hahahaha

sonik31 (3:06:50 AM): okey baby, that was a tactful way of agreeing with me

sonik31 (3:06:51 AM): HAHAHAHAAH

lcailianl (3:07:06 AM): thank you

lcailianl (3:07:08 AM): i’m trying

lcailianl (3:07:12 AM): see adapting

lcailianl (3:07:14 AM): not too hard

lcailianl (3:07:15 AM): =)

lcailianl (3:07:22 AM): i’m like a ghecko

lcailianl (3:07:28 AM): i change colors according to the environment

sonik31 (3:07:29 AM): gecko, baby

lcailianl (3:07:32 AM): yeah

lcailianl (3:07:34 AM): gecko

lcailianl (3:07:36 AM): same thing

sonik31 (3:07:36 AM): omg, thats a chameleon

lcailianl (3:07:40 AM): ????

sonik31 (3:07:46 AM): geckos dont have chromatophores to change colors

lcailianl (3:07:47 AM): cammomile?

lcailianl (3:07:54 AM): that’s tea

lcailianl (3:07:56 AM): …..

sonik31 (3:07:59 AM): chameleon. the lizard that changes colors

lcailianl (3:08:01 AM): k now i’m confuseddd!!!

lcailianl (3:08:04 AM): yeah!

lcailianl (3:08:06 AM): gecko!

lcailianl (3:08:08 AM): ??

sonik31 (3:08:09 AM): …

sonik31 (3:08:12 AM): BABY!

lcailianl (3:08:13 AM): whta’s the problem!!

lcailianl (3:08:14 AM): hahaha

sonik31 (3:08:14 AM): you need sleep

lcailianl (3:08:15 AM): what?!?!?

sonik31 (3:08:15 AM): ASAP

sonik31 (3:08:16 AM): now.

lcailianl (3:08:19 AM): …

lcailianl (3:08:21 AM): gecko

lcailianl (3:08:24 AM): sounds way cuter

sonik31 (3:08:27 AM): does not change colors

lcailianl (3:08:35 AM): well

lcailianl (3:08:38 AM): if they don’t

lcailianl (3:08:41 AM): they should

lcailianl (3:08:48 AM): or rename the chameleo watever it is

lcailianl (3:08:50 AM): into a gecko

sonik31 (3:08:51 AM): well DUH, of course they SHOULD

sonik31 (3:09:03 AM): baby your such a narcistic

sonik31 (3:09:12 AM): haha

lcailianl (3:09:29 AM): huh?

lcailianl (3:09:31 AM): whyyyyyyyyyyyy

sonik31 (3:09:39 AM): cuz you always think you are right

sonik31 (3:09:39 AM): haha

lcailianl (3:09:50 AM): hahaha nooo i never said that!!

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Auto Response from sonik31 (3:09:51 AM): sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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lcailianl (3:09:52 AM): i’m sayinnggg

lcailianl (3:09:57 AM): if a gecko doens’t change colors

lcailianl (3:09:59 AM): it should

lcailianl (3:10:01 AM): =)

lcailianl (3:10:05 AM): cuz it sounds cuter

lcailianl (3:10:11 AM): than chameleo

sonik31 (3:10:11 AM): cuz christine says so

sonik31 (3:10:11 AM): AHAHAHAHAH

lcailianl (3:10:14 AM): hahahhahahhahha

lcailianl (3:10:20 AM): its CUTER!!!!

lcailianl (3:10:23 AM): say it fast

sonik31 (3:10:28 AM): what?

lcailianl (3:10:28 AM): gecko gecko gecko gecko

sonik31 (3:10:31 AM): gecko?

lcailianl (3:10:32 AM): gecko gecko

lcailianl (3:10:33 AM): gecko

lcailianl (3:10:34 AM): i like it

lcailianl (3:10:44 AM): it sounnddss like a small cute lizard

lcailianl (3:11:02 AM): chameleo on the other hand sounds like a big fat ugly lizard

sonik31 (3:11:31 AM): ok sweetie

sonik31 (3:11:34 AM): cant keep eyes open now

sonik31 (3:11:39 AM): ill call you tomorrow

lcailianl (3:11:43 AM): k

sonik31 (3:11:45 AM): get your rest when you can ok baby?

lcailianl (3:11:46 AM): gnite

sonik31 (3:11:51 AM): sorry for keepin you up for so long

sonik31 (3:11:52 AM): 99 baby

lcailianl (3:11:59 AM): no worries

lcailianl (3:12:01 AM): i like talking to you

lcailianl (3:12:02 AM): =)

lcailianl (3:12:09 AM): and how u pull little earthworms all thw ay out

lcailianl (3:12:16 AM): when theyr only half sticking out

sonik31 (3:12:17 AM): haha silly

lcailianl (3:12:18 AM): how rudee!!

lcailianl (3:12:26 AM): i’d be so offended if i was that little earthworm

lcailianl (3:12:32 AM): like.. how inconsiderate

lcailianl (3:12:33 AM): ok goodnight

sonik31 (3:12:40 AM): then you know how my nematode feels

sonik31 (3:12:43 AM): AHAHAHAHAHHAHA JUST KIDDING

sonik31 (3:12:45 AM): hahahahahahahahaha

lcailianl (3:13:00 AM): ….

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Auto Response from sonik31 (3:13:02 AM): too sleeepaya;lskd tab;dk

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lcailianl (3:13:29 AM): stop copying me

sonik31 (3:13:34 AM): stop copying ME!

lcailianl (3:13:38 AM): ……..

lcailianl (3:13:42 AM): copy catter

sonik31 (3:13:43 AM): …..?

lcailianl (3:13:44 AM): gnite

lcailianl (3:13:52 AM): gecko =)

sonik31 (3:13:52 AM): ok 99 babe

sonik31 (3:13:53 AM): byee

lcailianl (3:13:54 AM): eheeh

lcailianl (3:13:55 AM): bye bye

sonik31 (3:13:59 AM): quack quack gecko

lcailianl (3:14:01 AM): hahahhah

lcailianl (3:14:03 AM): cutie!

lcailianl (3:14:05 AM): muah muah

sonik31 (3:14:16 AM): muah!

sonik31 (3:14:18 AM): byee

lcailianl (3:14:41 AM): smooocccchhhhhhhh

lcailianl (3:14:43 AM): =)

hehe my baby looked like one of those teen mexican gang banger wannabees from like alhambra or rosemead…..
 how cutteeee this was then… (what a narcissist) and

then jay chou hair – unior high transition phase where i accurately predicted
him dating the ghetto looking k-town girls with the streaked hair and
drawn in eyebrows….

heheh can you say… me llamo Pablo. como estas?

nowww he’s

still a narcisisst.. but at least he’s myyy narcisist… and he’s so
damn  hot that taking pictures of himself in front of a webcam is
fully
justified… hehe
“muscles muscles muscles”- debbie attacking izumi

and this is what happens when i come into his life straightening
time he also tried to curl his eyelashes with my eyelash curler
buuttt.. that didn’t work too well- let’s get that hair nice and smooth
elijah make me proud!

and that’s how weee ended up together!!!! cuz my baby  went and unghettofied himself and got all intelligent =)he’s such a sweetheart! just look at that face

and that’s how it happened…

sleepy baby!

hehehe… i totally don’t remember taking this picture so no more 151
shots- eli was so sneaky! they wouldn’t let me go to the bar since i
didn’t have a wristband.. they were being totally anal! and so eli took
one of the shot cups and snuck it under his sleave.. and then walked
off with it.. and gave it to me… and commenced to getting me quite
drunk

this made winter breaksooo much more fun!

that’s hot stuff

me with eli’s glasses

squint squint squint

midterm today!!!!!!! i’m soooo out of it and wired on caffeine.. like this
                  
ahhhhhhhhhh i’m stressed i’m stressed i’m stressed i’m stressed i’m stressed!!!! where’s my fat orange kitty when i need him

see compared to these monstrous cats- mine’s anorexic..
how does a cat get to be that biggg!!?? it baffles me cuz this one
above looks like  a  baby cow.. and the fat blob upthere
shouldn’t even be considered a cat.. its like a mutated potbellied pig
or something.. grosss

i think my ls 2  teacher has absolutely no peripheral vision
whatsoever- so there i was in class as usual waving my hand around to
no avail because i sit on the right hand side.. i guess he just
couldn’t tell..

either that or Phelan is totally racist , cuz the white chick right in
the middle front ahem can you say attention whore? -hehe jk i’m just
bitter -well blondie over there barely raised her hand and he called on
her. . . what is that?? i had my hand in the air for a good 10min-

mayb iiii should sit there next time cuz obviously my questions aren’t
getting answered and i have to make a mad dash to the front of the
class right after lecture to beat the mob that swarms him …see if he
would only answer questions he woudln’t get swarmed . . .  but
  NOOOOOOOOO…. right after i gotta get into like.. sprint
position and launch myself off the tierred auditorium seats.. one of
thses days… i’m goign to trip and fall and watch with my luck he
probably woudln’t even be done with lecture yet.

i’d just be the crazy girl who just catapulted herself off the seat for no apparent reason.

the good part of today was that i got to see amber!! yes our long lost
pledge sister amber =) after not having seen her in like.. forever!!!!!

we ate lunch for a good two hours at de neve and caught up chit
chatted- and it felt so nice to talk to her because well if you know
amber she’s a really really good person and really focused and yes
indeed a hopeless romantic .  But is that really so bad to cast
all your poker chips into the center of the table? isn’t that how you
should enter a relationship? give it your all and yeah most of the
times you lose but by the concepts of probability (which i detest to
the utmost)  there’s always that chance that you’ll one day hit
the jackpot and find mr. perfect ? so
why would we want to put in one poker chip at a time? isn’t that the
same as playing mind games? what a waste of time. . . . i’d have to
agree with amber on that one- sorry caryn

and once you do find prince charming… then bring on the tiffany cut
single round diamond engagement ring- luckily for me i only need about
1.5 carats… that’s the upside to having freakishly long and thin
fingers …drool…  this is my future wedding ring-simple elegance-

if i had one of those hugeass 3 carat diamonds? i’d be falling over
even more so than i do now but my left side would just be more bruised
than my right i think by now i’ve come to terms with being a klutz… graceful? HAH! not really . . .

so what to look forward to this month? datenight!!! hooray! so we’re
doing it greek style i guess party bus? since we’ve never done this
before… it should be interesting… and even though we’re all
thinking it only caryn is blunt enough to put it into words “i’m not
going ot pay  65 dollars to party on a bus. . .  i can go on
a bus and drink my own alcohol for a total of 25 cents.. plus date that
would make a grand total of 50 cents.. .” damn caryn why are u such a
high roller?

hehehe

but it should be fun! i’m actually very excited for it- for one thing
eli’s coming hooray! and for another there’s no driving involved.. so
no sober people. that should be  VERY entertaining muahah i will
definitely have to stay sober enough to take some nice blackmail
pictures.

my baby and I have our one month today! its today its  today! hooray! thinking back it was totally random but anyway!

my point exactly… why  guys mainly  LC guys are lame and thick headed… its quite self explanatory just read

seungkim485: your high school clique was like the dream team
lcailianl: ????? huh
seungkim485:maressa was the smart key club president with a huge racki thought she was so hot in sixth grade
lcailianl: . . . excuse you
seungkim485: hey no interrupting i’m reminiscing here-high school lets seeeeee
lcailianl: . . .. . .  omg no derrogatory terms!!!!!!
seungkim485: christine cho aka cute miss asb president and ultra feminist and smart
lcailianl: that’s true =) she’s at wellesley
seungkim485: sarah was joe’s hot girlfriend with the rack
lcailianl: UR SO DEAD! stop being a pervert
lcailianl: joe’s gonna kick ur ass well now he can just hire someone to
do that with all that money he made i’m posting this muahahhaha
seungkim485: joe’s cool heh 
seungkim485: i’d be more scared he’ll run me over with the way he drives
lcailianl: *rolling eyes*
seungkim485: tracy was the smart overachieving athlete girl  future martha stewart  asb secretary
seungkim485:ghetto booty
lcailianl: ooooooooh yeah !!!! we were all jealous of her butt!!! she was the asian  j.Lo
seungkim485: yeah she was cute but u were like the untouchable prudish
hot one that no one knew was smart or capable of anything besides
looking hot and flipping your hair
lcailianl: wtf you thought i was stupid???!?!?!!??!
seungkim485: u totally looked ditzy but who cares the whole high school was drooling over you miss senior crush
lcailianl:  uhhhh no just you. . . just cuz i rejected youuuuuuuuu annnndddddddd gary three times you korean wife beater
lcailianl: don’t be all bitter hahahhah
seungkim485: . . . . . . . but that’s cuzwe thought u were ditzy if i
knew how damn opinionated you were i woulda been like peace nigga!
seungkim485: you’re like little miss perfect and little miss popular
lcailianl: hey ! i’m offended… waitttttt you thought i was ditzy!?!?!!??!
lcailianl: how rude!
seungkim485: well yeah. . .
seungkim485: and delicate i thought u were major eye candy until i took
bio with you and saw you kick that temple city girl’s ass in the 500
free
lcailianl: well duh! i’m not going to lose to a temple city girl puhhh lease!
seungkim485: i like delicate girls
see you’re tricky you LOOK all delicate that’s how you’re going to snare your rich ass husband
lcailianl: no way! he’s going to love me for me! =) and we’ll have two kids a boy and a girl and it’ll be perfect!
seungkim485: yeah but you talk too much and you think too much so he’ll probably divorce you no one wants a smart wife?
lcailianl: =( well that’s why i’m not marrying a korean guy marriage is like sacred
seungkim485: why not? koreans are pimp you can marry ME!
lcailianl: . . .HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH. . . that’s funny
seungkim485: . . . 
lcailianl: yeah watever  now i’m rejecting you for the fourth time in my life
lcailianl: over my dead and stiff body … sorry buddy besides i have a boyfriend who i think is perfect!
seungkim485: ouch =( add mean to opinionated and lethal

sigh some guys will neverrrr
learn…hahaha sorrrrryyy seung some other lifetime maybe when i get
reincarnated as a moth or a caterpillar

so i’ve officially established that i’m homophobic-  I went over
to my boss’s house today to just keep his wife company and her
shoulders were hurting so i offered to give her a massage…and dude..
like… it was ok at first but when i thought  about it… it was
totally not! and i flipppeedd outtt in the middle.. and started like
hyperventilating it was sooo gross but luckily for me.. didn’t get
fired.. whew.. thank god she’s nice and didn’t get offended

still have my job

lcailianl: cuuuuzzzzz i suck now
lcailianl: cuz i havne’t like.. worked out in forever
lcailianl: so i’m sloowww as heck
LiLBaBee327: wutevvvver u’ll be fine!
LiLBaBee327: just flip ur hair
LiLBaBee327: haha
lcailianl: hahahhahahah
lcailianl: that’s not gonna help mel
lcailianl: its not agc guys were talkin about here
LiLBaBee327: lol
LiLBaBee327: wut? 40 year old white men?
LiLBaBee327: same thing
LiLBaBee327: haha
lcailianl: hahahhaha
lcailianl: only you

fuckin mel…
lambda convention memorial day weekend
and then ROSARITO march 25-27!!!

Mortalities from a Flu Pandemic Hard to Predict

How scary is this!??! like if you get it.. you just drop dead!!! =(

Morning Edition, December 16, 2005 ·
When public officials talk about bird flu, they often quote a scary
statistic: Half of all the people known to be infected with the virus
have died. But scientists say that figure has little bearing on what’s
likely to happen in an actual pandemic.

In fact, flu
experts have pretty much ignored the 50-percent figure when estimating
how many people might die in a bird-flu pandemic. That’s because such a
high mortality rate goes against all of our experience with flu
viruses, says Dr. Anthony Fauci, director of the National Institute of
Allergy and Infectious Diseases.

“We have never in our
wildest dreams seen that in our history, where you have something that
spreads rapidly throughout the world and kills 50 percent of the
people,” Fauci says. “Even with the infamous 1918 pandemic, we didn’t
even come close to a 50-percent mortality. It was more like 1.5 to 2
percent.”

Of course, that was high enough to kill tens of millions of people worldwide.

Fauci says one reason flu doesn’t kill more people is that even a
strain as lethal as the current bird flu usually gets weaker as it
spreads.

“It is highly, highly likely that it will
decrease its mortality and its virulence for humans, because from an
evolutionary standpoint, it makes no sense for viruses to kill all
their hosts,” Fauci says.

That would amount to viral suicide.

Another problem with the 50-percent figure is that it includes only the
people who got so sick they were actually tested for bird flu.

“There probably are milder cases of illness, as well as people who have
no symptoms whatsoever,” says Dr. Tim Uyeki, a medical epidemiologist
at the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.

Uyeki says death rates from viruses like West Nile and SARS seemed very
high at first. But they began to fall once doctors began finding the
people who got milder cases.

And Uyeki says there is
already some evidence that the current bird-flu virus, known as H5N1,
doesn’t make everyone it infects severely ill.

When
H5N1 surfaced in Hong Kong in 1997, it appeared to kill about a third
of the people it infected. But Uyeki says a study of poultry workers
there told a different story.

“Among market poultry
workers,” he says, “about 10 percent had antibodies to H5N1 virus,
suggesting that they had been infected. But these were people who never
were identified as severe cases, had never been hospitalized.”

So the actual death rate in Hong Kong may have been much lower than it seemed.

But if 50-percent mortality is too high, it’s hard to know what the right number is.

One reason is that the H5N1 virus isn’t acting the way most viruses do,
says Dr. Frederick Hayden of the University of Virginia.

“This virus so far has not shown any diminution in virulence for birds
or for mammalian hosts,” Hayden says. “If anything, we’re seeing
evidence of increased pathogenicity.”

when i told eli!! it was the cutest thing he wrote this

sonik31: if there was a big catastrophe

sonik31: and something happened

sonik31: to society

sonik31: i hope to dear god that i can be with you

sonik31: that would be so romantic

awww my boyfriend is such a sweetheart!