so today i had an epiphany as i was observing … ok fine i was
eavesdropping on a conversation.  The guy was complaining about his
ex blah blah blah and his friend who’s a girl was totally like.. yeah
you can do better you shoudlnt be with her anyway i just preteneded that i liked her for your sake.. and his other girl
friend was like.. yeah she’s watevers anyway .  But then he left
and i was sitting there studying and eating my rubios baja chicken
burrito (really good by the way) and yes i eat it with a fork and knife
so sue me! watevers.. anyway! this poor dude left .. but right when he left his
two friends turned a tooottall 180..  i was shocked like this literally it was like two seconds after he left.. they… WATCHED HIM LEAVE.. and then the friend bashing began…

girl buddy #1:”why was he going out with her… she’s pretty but still what does she have that i don’t have?”
girl buddy #2: “you just said all that cuz you still have a crush on him haha you don’t even know what she looks like”
girl buddy #1: “true haha watever she seems bitchy… yeah she’s bitchy.. she probably gets around too”
girl buddy #2: ” are you ever gonna tell him how you feel?”
girl buddy#1: “no way!”
girl buddy #2:” well she’s actually kinda nice but yeah i alwasy
thought she was wayyy outta his league.. maybe she was on rebound? she’s got guys lined up out the door”
girl buddy #1:” ok i’ve decided.. she’s a whore hahahah  i think
i’ll go tell him.. i heard she’s a slut extroardinare..” (i guess this
bumps out douchebag huh?)

…. me choking on burrito and salsa … what the heck! how can someone
do that? its like… come on .. have some sense of self respect…

girl buddy#2: “well she was too good for him anyway he’s kinda pathetic huh?”
girl buddy#1: ” yeah but its kinda cute”
girl buddy#2: ” you’ve been sprung on him forever  how long?”
girl buddy#1: “since last year”

…. me thinking this girl has somme problems…. she’s liked this guy
for that
long.. and has done nothing about it? or has not gotten his attention
in some way? girlfriend’s a litttllee guy
challenged i guess but wow doesn’t she sound so freakin bitchy and
totally AGC? kinda like.. orangu_ _ _ _ _ u know what i’m
talking about
girl buddy#2: ” well i still think she treated him better than he
treated her.  Seriously though why was she with him in the first
place? she could do so much better!”
girl buddy#1: “i don’t know i still really like him well.. i feel
better because she’ll move on fast and i think he still really
likes her but if she moves on then he won’t like her as much and then
he can go out with me and then fall in love with me”

me rolling eyes over my burrito.. gagging/ smothered laughing –> guacamole went down the wrong pipe

seriously i really don’t like girls like that…its amazing how fake some people can be .. why
won’t you tell your “friend” what you really think? its like so maybe
his feelings will get hurt.. biiiggg deal. he’s  a guy he can take
it or if he can’t then he’s a girl and slap some testosterone into
him.. seriously. now isn’t honesty better in the long run? as for miss bitch number 2 like.
who does that? sadly… after i’ve thought about it.. i bet a lot of
people do that to spare a friends feelings.. hmm honesty is better than a little white lie? =D

so beauty’s not everything.. but dude.. she’s got sommee
personality
huh? it
totally shines out.. its like.. at leasttt!! if you can’t look like a
nice person at least be a nice person.. and not
talk about someone you don’t even know!! makes me wanna throw down my
burrito (except i’m not going to because i’m still hungry..) and slap
some decency into her

hmph .. its making me so mad i
can’t concentrate and instead i have to document this happening.. ahh!
people just need to go back to church….or be nerdy.. look what
college does to a person.. no drama in high school.. none.. zippo.. and
then i get to college and its like drama flying everywhere. i can’t
even eat my chicken burrito in peace..aren’t we supposed to be more
mature in college?  higher level of education.. not act like 
little schoolgirls?

one word
Eww

WELL.. THIS WAS TYPED.. LIVE FROM ACKERMAN eyewitness news from
christine dai =) they were next to me while i was on the computer .. so
i got so mad that i closed my ucla email account popped open xanga..
and started furiously typing … i’m good huh muaahhahaha

NOOOOOOOOO my camera’s broken!! i’m sad now during maressa’s crazy party that she threw for mee!! yes me eheheh it got a little crazy and i was taking pictures of the peppermint schnapps + hershey’s chocolate shots that people were taking on the chair and then SOMMMEEEONNNEE ahem.. i hate you forever… bumped into me and spilled punch allll over my camera.. and being slightly tipsy as i was and so worried about the floor being sticky… (that’s what i get for being an anal neat freak) dashed off to get towels to clean up the floor so it won’t get dirty bu forgot about my camera.. and now this giant ancient camera is broken… sigh.. oh well.. time for a new camera out with the old and in with the new but until then NO MORE PICTURES!!! what camera should i get? hmmmm  well this weekend was lots of fun sadly i didn’t get to see serena or faye or michelle hahah i missed gabe about twice this weekend and he was outside the door twice banging on the door.. and both times he was drunk =) AA hehe and then gabe tells me that he’s modeling with mischa barton and i’m like. wahhh?? i wish i was there gabe to see you spit game hehe buuuttt sadly i was still quite knocked out from the night before buuttt i did get to see rob shen! mr. lacrosse who discovered that he had muscle and abs and now he wears tighter fitting shirts. hehe dude rob i remember when u used to wear that red sweater in high school.. where is it? you need to put it on for memories

i realized how much i loved berkeley this weekend.. but i think it may have just been the weather… ucla had perfect weather alll last week and right when it was starting to get bad i got lucky and flew up hooray! and it was like.. perfect weather.. wow! sunny and just very pleasant but then i realized.. i loved berkeley this weekend because one. no drama two. maressa and the adorable but sick serena are up there three. the weather was just typical L.A. weather! so ucla is perfect for me hehe

so damnit.. i missed my first flight up to oakland.. and missed maressa my ride to berkeley she had nsu stuff somewhere away.. sooo i decided to be adventurous and take the bart.. the BART!! omg.. well it was interesting but i don’t relish the thought of doing it again hehe BUT i was determined not to ask anyone for help this time and lo and behold .. i did it! i managed to get allll the way from the plane to the airbart to berkeley to blake with nooo one’s help weee!!! hooray for me!

but it was soooooo ghetto! and hte walk from the airbart to berkeley shattuck to blake.. was not pleasant.. i got incredibly lost and up hill down hill with a giant pink theta duffle bag is really not the way to go.. but nevertheless it was interesting i ran into a high school friend who got ridiculously cute and thus chatted a bit.. then finallllyyyy got to blake and collapsed on the futon

on the plane ride back- i was sitting in between two very ghetto fabulous black girls and the one on the right brittany started talking to me and i was like.. uhhhh and then the one on my right liked my earrings and i was like terrified at first but then theyturned out to be such good conversationalists and very funny and then all three of us just looked through brittany’s magazine and picked out the purses that we liked.. hehe and that was the most ghettoness i’ve been exposed to in one hour.. but they were hilarious! ridiculously hilarious.. i was laughing so hard my tummy hurt.

so yay! i should be a communications major.. i like meeting people so much.. i don’t think its a bad thing though.. i hope its not.. =) and tha’ts my weekend in a few short paragraphs.. i want to ace that ls 2 final sooo badly. i need to i absolutely need to .. soo i’m goign home until thursday where i will come back and take the final.. whew. adn then i’ll be done! woot woot.. rosarito!! 

THANK FIONA!!  for the lovely pictures hehe it documents the many times we saw each other at agc events how cute!

theta informals

me and anna at gamma installs.. thanks for the picture look at my
haiirrr i miss my haiirrr!! wah… hopefully by summertime it’ll grow
out again

i love these two! i was totally sober here and observe as the pictures
get progressively drunker and drunker.. and drunker.. haha

that shirt … it was hopeless… no matter how hard i tried and how
many times i adjusted it… that shirt just didn’t cover eveyrthing
that i’d like to have covered… so eventually i was like.. screw it..
hehe and fiona.. apparently had the same train of thought. =)

-
a delta, a sigma , a theta, an adk mixed with 151 = all of us very very
very crazy and  screaming and yelling in the back.. i hated that
stupid grey shirt i was wearing.. sooo uncomfortable…

after i took this picture.. i fell over… yup…. i did.. i toppled
riggghhttt over and had to get help up =) and look at tiv hugging
desiree in the background.. the fashion show was really good sorority
bonding time … all in all.. it was really fun well for the girls in
it anyway… but seriously.. thank the lord for tiv’s 151… luckily
for me.. i sober up pretty fast so by the time i went to go eat with
lil bro jiun and wes…. i was normal and thorougly enjoyed the ramen !
yay! asahi ramen was yummy the shoyu ramen is better than the miso one
for sure! and then i went back and commenced to studying while smelling
like alcohol hehe…

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot…
…who calls you back when you hang up on him…
…who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead…
…who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats…
…who holds your hand in front of his friends…
…who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, “…that’s her.”

wow..wow wow wow wow awwwwwwwww melT! seriously now.. how cute is that?

epiphany today! i LOOOVVEEEE MY LIFE! =) who’s got the best life in the
world?! me me me me me ehehehhe weeeee seriously though… i do =) and
i wouldn’t change what i have right now for ANYTHING! its so perfect!
relationships.. totally overrated hehe but guess which total cutie i
get to take to formals!??!  guess guess guess you’ll never ever
guess! maressa’s gonna kill me haha yes i know you predicted it and all
but still!!!! i was thinking about not asking just to spite you =)
eheheh sigh… now finals is just around the corner and about to
rain on my
perfect little bubble… but screw it.. yay! maressa is throwing a
party for me! how cool is that? and i guess i am helping her out at nsu
bingo night.. hahah that’s how that girl suckers me into doing stuff
for her.. say she wants to hang out and then goes.. wait.. i gotta do
this for nsu… wanna help? and me being the sucker that i am.. who
can’t say no… goes.. umm ok =) but maybe i’ll watch robert play
lacrosse too while i’m at it and chear for him.. i’ll bust out those
pom poms gimme an R-O-B S-H-E-N go go go LCHS fight fight fight! hehe

so thank you for coming to see me and pam at fashion show.. hooray! but
seriously.. pam got there at 10 me at 11.. it didn’t start until 5:45
and for like.. ever everyone was like bored and cold and just bored but
then! sigmas, ltds, and adks came to the resuce and lo and behold out
from three different backpacks popped absolut peach thank you sigmas
151 thank you adks! annnddd ltds brought some other stuff but mostly it
was 151 for the super bored models…

so here we go

the adk pledge mom tiv=) she’s soooo cool! i had so much fun with her
she’s got more thai pride than anyone i know so there she was busting
out her bottle of 151 that we finished in about an hour.. in between
each clothing switch we would swig.. soooo you can imagine the outcome

here’s fiona i love this delta she’s so much fun!

she was so hardcore especially when she busted out that whole bottle out of her bag

ewwww it burnsss it burns heheh… i drank two gulps and suddenly that chaser became my new best friend

here’s me getting to know the usc sigmas.  i’m so glad i met these
two girls desiree on my left and khristine on my right.. the sigmas
were so funny.. i wish i got a picture of what we had to wear.. desiree
had this beautiful blood splattered bunny.. i had the neon green snoopy
shirt..and khristine had a lovely red god knows what shirt.. was it
mario??  hehe.. it was something really interesting

(me giggling in the background.. trying to politely hold it in)

… coudln’t do it.. giggling turned into AHAHAHAA
i was laughing so hard at this ltds face… little did i know that soon
my face would turn an even deeper red than his.. he was like.. just you
waiittt.. and i was like.. hahah watever!
but then…

look at me… the vision of pinkness next to quy and jackie

me and the deltas hehe this was before we discovered alcohol.. since we all look realtively pale

so i was wearing this shirt that wasn’t that bad.. except for the
ginormous ugly blue flower right in the middle of  my chest.. that
thing was HUGE! it was like the size of my face.. here is joanna using
it as a microphone

big sis and lil bro i look like i’m pickinglice ou tof his head..its out of love =)

he’s just upset because wes had a better outfit than he did.. and there i was trying to cheer him up =)

hehe work that catwalk lil bro..=)

he’s getting so much support from his actives.. let’s all point at jiun and laugh as he bows his head in shame

i coudln’t help it.. he looked too funny.. so i joined in too.. hahah i love you lil bro!

jiun with his two big sis’s.. theta big sis on the left and his real sigma big sister mindy who’s so really nice on the right

me and desiree before the drinking started she had a cute shirt! i had the giant microphone flower…

this was after the fashion show with everyone who was modeling properly
drunk on the left with sickstep.. and other performers in there too

my lil bro treated me to asahi ramen after.. i ‘d never had ramen i
think its cuz i got so traumatized by deanna’s ramen from over the
summer that i never bothered going to a
ramen house.. so anyway.. i tried to pay.. but it was cashonly!! how
dare they.. it was cash only.. i tried to be all sneaky with my credit
card.. but no.. i got shot down.
THANKS LIL BRO!

MEh haha.. wow i’m so surprised at my reaction that i have to write it
down well. thanks for showing me … hahah again…and all but bottom
line?  hahah WHO CARES? ?  yeah you were right some people do
get around agc if only i had known before who woulda thunk it? i love
how i find out about everything like.. umm two days ago *rolling eyes*
haha thanks once again to luke  how he does it? haha i do’nt
know?omg what a relief its over dear lord its over! haha  
like seriously now how wrong was that? but i did meet some amazing people in the process
and i did learn  more from
that than anything i’ve ever been in.. you always learn more in a
relationship where you try to do things differently from any other
relationship- live and learn- if a new method  doesn’t work and
fails horribly.. go
back to the original method …slow is DEFINITELY better- sometimes you
just get bored..maybe its my a.d.d?  haha ! what possessed me to
do anything
differently that time i have nooooo clue??i can only hope that one day
they’ll figure out themselves and maybe in the process find
happines ted  too much time writing that on to more important things

at the grove for the second time in my life.. that was fun! wandering
around at crate and barrel.. i had a reason for going to the grove..
but admist the wandering around i was like meh. i don’t feel like
spending money.. i’lllll shop later =)

its my parents 21st year anniversary yay! so being the dutiful daughter
that i am – i took them out to brunch at the ritz carlton in pasadena.
and might i say that that place is stunning!
i’m just going to erase the image of that $80 bill from my mind but it was worth it to see how happy and excited they got.

brunch with the dais at the Ritz Carlton in Pasadena.. mmmm it was good!

annnddd i surprised them with their and my favorite wine! mmmm yummy

my dad’s a jolly one  i love my papa! =)

this was before.. both of us started matching our shirts… hehe yup
this is where i get my weak sauceness from.. thanks mom! that wine was
goood! i wanted the whole bottle and was about to order it until my dad
was like.. mayybbb u should slow down a bit

… that was sad…

we were amused at the funny shaped butter things in the middle and so
my dad poked it with his knife tentatively ..and then he started
stabbing it… and it was at that second that our waitress came over
and gave us the weirdest “wtf crazy asians” look i have ever seen
anyone give another person

Sama- HAWKINS! get it? like.. sadie hawkins.. well samahang threw a
high school dance and so obviously harmonies had to go and represent
and look who we ran into?!?!?

so this is how harmonies preparty!

just like that.. out of a 99 cent store plastic bag while walking down bruin walk! ahaha we’re such freakshows!

kay’s too embarrassed to even look at us but she swigged too! and she
liked it! =)..its bad enough that we ran out of time to preparty and
had to do it down bruin walk.. you know those alcoholics with the brown
paper bags? yeah.. well i guess a 99 cent bag is not as conspicuous..
but come on now.. how weird is that?!?!? haha..well watever works right?

“hey harmonies you’re so fine you’re so fine you blow my mind hey
harmonies! dun dun ! hey harmonies!”  hehe.. totally old school!
heyy my butt actually looks substantial! ooooh the lunges are a working!

deanna’s my date..not only were we ghetto enough to drink out of a
plastic 99 cent store bag.. but we came in our pjs..heyyyyy check out
those arms!  oh-dangg tone-age!  if
i     
must say so myself! ..  get low get low get low
 
work it ladies!

it took a while for us to realize that none of us knew the random dude
in the baby blue shirt who just jumped in the middle of our group and
started bustin out some crazyyyy drunken dance moves…this is when we
start that dance away thing … slowly … and subtley

who looks pimp even with a big purple balloon? that’s right… only deanna hahhaa

and nowww.. the pride and joy of theta kappa phi BATTLE on sunday !!!
woot woot charms pass that dutch shake shake shake your stuff !

and drumroll.. spotlight on hong! my lil sis making me , her grand big
linda, and great great grand big ho gina proud with her ghettoness

go little sis!! that intro that she did.. shocked the bejeezers out of me =) look at her

watdya know.. our whole family is ghetto look at megan throwing up
those hand thingys hehe.. we need to make a theta thing.. that two hand
finger intertwining thing is just not cutting it for me

this girl hehe i sat down on her for a hug and she starts humping me out of nowhere.. totally freaked me out..

but i’ve come to accept and cherish her little surprises hehe they make my life all the more colorful! muah!

me and MY BIG before battle.. cheering on hong.. hehe” what’s crackin?”

great grand big ho gina, spacecase me and melon head linda gina dubbed
us the pretty family.. and look at those two women.. theyre so hot! =)
and linda.. i saw that half naked picture of you when u went clubbing
in vegas!!!!! that green top!!!! omg…i’m traumatized!

cdai vs. the pledge mom… i’m winning i’m winning! let me winnn! its my camera =)
me and the favorite !!! =) “linda what’s crackin!!???” muahahha

ewwww peeps… why would u do eat that big.. why? why?

hey! we all match! yay family! big sis and big bro giving the little one soo much love

the accomplished judges with our very own alumni from the comet class andi!!


two pictures for susan cho =)  the second one dear that’s the one
you want and yes you can steal it off my xanga. so here we were with
the amazingly hot guys of sickstep.. ladies you really needed to watch
these guys dance. it was crazzyyy my jaw literally dropped they were
doing all these crazy flips and twirly things.. and yes i know that
dosn’t sound sexy when i describe it.. but… TRUST ME!

backstage performance

me and kennn!! aww he’s so lovable he’s like one of the first guys i
met on my floor first year! hooray! but i think he was falling asleep..
hehe ken open ur eyes!!!

NSU modern doing a backstage performance/practice

i pummelled lukey pookie taking a picture like the old days hehe look
how cute he is!! reppin omegas as an alumni  being a good big bro
and supporting maggie

me and the hobags of next years harmony house =) in the process of imitating each other’s dance style

awww deanna looks so beautiful in this picture !! =) haha you
narcissist!!!!!! yeah it’d look too weird if i put my face on his
body.. cuz … my head’s just a little too small…. it wouldn’t cover
his face.. hhehe so this is the best i could do d =)

how cute!! susan og dinner next monday !!!

awww logan looks cute.. i look… fat

my pretty sisters

noooooo… we have short hair now… nooooooo

jill my emimen hien.. you and me..camping out outside ucla med school with our wanted ads ok?.. got that? alright!

The super cool Thetas just hanging out

riverside’s dance group running through their routine before battle

the lovely ladies of irvine kappas before performing their pledge dance

UCLA’s ACA hiphop going through their run through

chi phoenixes- yay go suly

the beginning act.. renegades look its joanna’s lil bro brian.. him and
his violin playing.. they looked kinda scary all dark and stuff but
yay! they won! go lil bro

renegades with the hoodies on

transitioning.. its jiun its jiun!!!

go kayu to the right and JIUNNNN in the middle behind the dude with the
baseball hat who’s covering my lil bro!! move move! hehe jk

and there is my little again.. these shots were so hard to get … an
onlooker would see a little asian girl climbing over everyone with her
ginormous camera yelling really excitedly go lil bro!

high five to you too =)

pointing attttt??? what? what’s going on/ hehe

and there’s jiun again! eheheh

awww i’m so proud of u!!! even though ur sweaty and sleep deprived!! hehe hug!

congrats renegades!!! this class can DANCE! ya’ll just take after ur big sis’s the harmonies.. we owned it last year!

NSU modern their elevator dance was crazy! look its my buddy in the green! =) gooo

scattertones were hilarious. the power ranger thing was too funny

and finally post battle and post omega dinner at roscoes.. we get back
to hong’s seemingly neat room.. until you look behind her bed…
hahaha… and here she is.. doing a pole dance with her sunflower.. i
did NOT teach her this.. i SWEAR.. i don’ tknow where she came up with
the idea… but i must say i was shocked.. what happened to the little innocent girl i rushed so hard at the begining of the year?

yay battle was so much fun thanks to the competing pledges and all
performances charms, aca hiphop, nsu modern, samahang modern.. they
were good too!, sick step, andy’s little brother steven.. with his
fusion karate dance thingy, and scattertones.