weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hehe hip hip hooray!

Today

Class – 5

ate with deanna my lovely fraternal at taco bell (2nd time in my life eating at a taco bell)

attempted for 30 minutes to get to hurry curry and crepe place ended up in palms hahaha

… finally.. we just called wes and he got us there in like… less than 2 min.!

dude.. you NEED TO get a gps system! hehe

ARRIVED ALIVE at the place with french crepes and boba it was sooo good! =)

strawberries and green tea icecream sounds gross.. but really ..its delicious!

hot barley milk tea with jelly

went to a weird lil japanese boutique to connect with our asianness and tried on the ugliest flamingo purse ever!!! but we found these cute “angry lil asian girl” t-shirts that would be PERFECT FOR HONG!

attempted for 15 minutes to get back to UCLA… realized we were going the wrong way after seeing the “arabian” restaurants hahaha.. they were persian.. but i guess.. persian / arabian.. same difference?(hmmmm…that was kinda racist)

came back.. currently studying in 7th floor lounge

knocked out for like 15min woke up with drool about to come out of my wiiiddee open mouth… hheh wasn’t too attractive.. LUCKIILY no one noticed.. yup. i’m slick!

totally awake.. mr. “maynard” (that’s such a funny middle name.. it sounds like..an old white guy name) so nice to bring me coffee! and random snacks awww thanks!

going to resume studying……..

 

now

 

goodmornin y’all!

today.. despite all the stress… was a really good day.. i haven’t had one in a while hehe..as random as it was- it was like… really fun! wow! i’m currently smiling really really big.. even though i have a chem midterm tomorrow..which means..i’m totally losing it

 

shrug

 

oh well!

 

5am. raced kevin down the hall of sproul 7th floor …sadly.. he lost!! muahahah i win i win i win!

rainydaze17: ohhh ok good good
KittE nap Zzzz: hahahha
rainydaze17: otherwise….
rainydaze17: the two of us
rainydaze17: are never gonna have sex
KittE nap Zzzz: ………………….
rainydaze17: and how sad would your life be
KittE nap Zzzz: yes i’d be miserable.. and always wondering what i was missing in my life
KittE nap Zzzz: =)
rainydaze17: ahhahah jk jk

        .. shuddup..u know u mean everrryyy worddd! that’s some pledge sister love right  there!! haha after a pledge year of spooning the truth comes out! muahhaha hehe jk

www.uniquesarah.com

with all the florists out there.. this is the one florist that can
combine art with nature to create something that is aesthetically
pleasing





such creativity is truly admirable !!!.. and i applaud the fact that
she’s not a typical florist that conforms to just selling bouquets of
flowers with the masses.  Her edge in designing with nature makes
her works stand out and extra-ordinary to behold.

so i was greeted this morning with this lovely email wonderful way to start my day... 
I FREAKED OUT!
like.. who really gets matched anyway its like one in a million chance.. 
my stupid parents with their... mixed chinese god knows how many little villages ancestry..
geh! i distinctly remember getting coerced into getting my finger pricked.. 
with christine heisler...babe remember how squeemish we were? omg..

			dun dun dun... the email
Hi Christine!

You had registered as a bone marrow donor in November of 2004 at a drive
hosted by Lambda Phi Epsilon and Pre-APAMSA at the UCLA Bruin Plaza.  I
wanted to notify you that you have come up as a potential match for a
leukemia patient.  It is important that I speak with you as soon as possible.
 Do you have a cell phone number that I can reach you at?  I can be reached
at my work number at (213) 473-1671 or by cell at (626) 716-1427.  Thank you
and I look forward to hearing from you soon!

Sincerely,
Michiko

*************
Register to be a marrow/blood stem cell donor - Imagine the Possibilities

Michiko Kanenobu
Outreach & Recruitment Coordinator
Asians for Miracle Marrow Matches (A3M)
(213) 473-1671
www.AsianMarrow.org

 well.. i was thinking about just closing the box.. and ignoring it.. 
and keeping all my marrow in me where it belongs
they like drill a hole in you.. and stick a ginormous needle in and suck out your marrow! 
and it hurts like no other.. 

yowch!!!

but if i ignored it... that'd be kinda messed up.. not to mention selfish i mean.. seriously.. 
what were the chances of me matching with someone?...
so i might as well just suck it up... and do it..
i mean i'd feel so guilty the rest of my life.. knowing that i had the ability to save some poor girl 
with leukemia.. so i'll be gimpy for a week or two..
 but at least.. she'll have a chance at life right?

some of you bitches better go with me!!!!!  plleeeaseeeee i'm terrified omg 

here’s me and mel.. normally

here’s me and mel… as the “horny goats” hahhaha hong! you missed out!

family.. hehee i dug up some pictures

see that ginormous basket i made for hongster?
and the adorable box she made for me!!!! ME! that’s right ME!! =) hehe


me and ann! hehe weeeee ann as roomate equals unlimited kimchi and
korean bbq in the fridge.. mmmm thank the lord.. i’ll have korean
roomates heheheh
our event.. alll girls.. no guys…..
…yet =) hehehe..
i’m scared.. where is hong taking me…. i’m really scared.. hahahah jk

i wonder why i was so scared..
ok so mayb i got a little protective..and i wanted to beat up her
date… but  that was before i met him.. he’s actually pretty nice
=)

glad i didn’t beat him up

where it alllll began =)

cassie “me & u”

deanna memorize this song!! hehee its me and fraternal’s new song

its replacing “stick with you”

 

triparty… harmonies and lambdas

more lambdas LA alpha chapter we <3 you!

as we were watching corpse bride.. we came to the
conclusion that eli looks like a ghetto version of victor.. and at
first i looked like victoria.. but then the scary dead girl emily
showed up and since she has big eyes and flowy hair.. i look more like
her

eli and victor totally have the same face shape…

and here’s the scary dead girl that eli thinks i look like

and this is me when i’m trying really hard to be nice
and sweet.. hheh i guess it doesn’t happen to often  since
apparently i’m more like the unwholesomelooking one

my circle eye

his gracefully shaped almond eyes. hahhaha why is it
that guys just have such gorgeous eyelashes? they curl
NATURALLY!!!!….grrr

me with a sadistic smile cuz i’m forcing him to take medicine muahhaha

while eli takes his medicine.. i’ll eat my delicious yummy noodles..

ahahahah sucks to be sick

heheh no hard feelings.. medicine is for your own good!

i think its me getting him back for making me …

but eli was sweet enough to … well we’ll not get
into that heheh don’t wanna embarrass him.. but yes.. that’s me all
pissed off and there’s him saying he was wrong and he was a retard..
awwwwww how sweet =)

heheh eli’s thrilled..no more medicine

studying…

still studying…

the four legged monster… i think he’s got prettier feet than mine… that’s so sad

ahhhh my boob’s getting squished….nap time…

we polished off a ginormous bag of peanut butter
m&ms and a box of grapes and a box of strawberries.. this lasted us
through corpse bride and james and the giant peach…

eli’s in an abusive relationship… buutt he seems happy about it

 

 

 

For my sisters who are always there for me

i love you guys =)-cd

A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day,
drinking iced tea and

visiting with her Mother.

As they talked about life, about marriage,

about the responsibilities of life and the obligations
of adulthood,

the mother clinked the ice cubes
in her glass

thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her
daughter.

“Don’t forget your Sisters,” she advised, swirling the
tea leaves

to the bottom of her glass.

“They’ll be more important as you get older.

No matter how much you love your husband,

no matter how much you love the children you may have,
you are still
going to need Sisters.

Remember to go places with them now and then; do
things with them.

Remember that “Sisters” also means your girlfriends,
your daughters,

and other women relatives too.

You’ll need other women. Women always do.”

“What a funny piece of advice!” the young woman
thought.

‘Haven’t I just gotten married? Haven’t I just joined
the couple-world?

I’m now a married woman, for goodness sake! A grownup.

Surely my husband and the family we may start will be
all I need to

make my life worthwhile!’

But she listened to her Mother.

She kept in contact with her Sisters and made more
women friends each year.

As the years tumbled by, one after another,

she gradually came to understand
that her Mom really knew what she was talking about.

As time and nature work their changes and their
mysteries upon a woman,

Sisters are the mainstays of your life.

After more than 50 years of living in this world, here
is what I’ve learned:

Times passes.

Life happens.

Distance separates.

Children grow up.

Love waxes and wanes.

Hearts break.

Careers end.

Jobs come and go.

Parents die.

Colleagues forget favors.

Men don’t call when they say they will.

BUT Sisters are there,

no matter how much time and

how many miles are between you.

A Sister is never farther away than

your needing her can reach.

When you have to walk that lonesome valley,

and you have to walk it for yourself,


your Sisters will be on the valley’s rim,

cheering you on,

praying for you,

pulling for you,

intervening on your behalf,

and waiting with open arms at the valley’s end.

Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk
beside you.


Or come in and carry you out.

My mother, sister, sister-in-laws, aunts, and
“girlfriends”, bless my life!

The world wouldn’t be the same without them, and
neither would I.

When we began this adventure called womanhood,

we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that
lay ahead.

Nor did we know how much we would need each other.

Every day, we need each other still.

Pass this on to the women who help make your life
work.

I just did.

Love ya!

lancefish: status? SINGLE ( and now you are buddy  =) congrats)

mr. lancefish’s comments on a bunch of different sites
 ”you old enough to smoke? club? have sex? “
 ”i like your look.. very nice you mixed?”
 ”you’re really hot” (smiley face with hearts as eyes)
 ”you have the best smile i’ve ever seen”
 ”you’re look is really exotic”
 ”very hot “
 
now take a willlddd and crazy guess at who lancefish is?

and how ironic that luke was
the one to find this and give me a heads up on who i’m dating… he’s
slightly beside himself right now in giddiness
            
but seriously now who like.. does
that?alterego?wth
i hate people who do that.. theyre one way in front
of others.. and then when no ones looking… well.. i guess the real
guy comes out who was i even dating this whole time? and why would he
start a blog like this when he was in the middle of dating his last ex?
and then continue it when he’s with me- and these were recent too! can
we say.. umm last sunday!?!?! wtf 
i wonder if she ever knew?

i was so right about him being
a manwhore- if he thinks that as long as intentions aren’t carried out-
that its nothing .. then forget it

some girl:   haha so are you giving up eh?
                
… if you are, I WIN!! muhahaha >_<
                  and teach me physics! hehe

irvine kappa chick:  hiii remmeber me? when are u guys coming back down to irvine?>

yet another chick:  wen are we gonna party again??

same chick as before: omg, it’s totally poking war, and i’m definitely going to win!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR _______!!!! have fun but dont be too wild, worries me sometimes u know, tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk…
(uhh.. .mayb i should have taken that as a huuggee hint)

haha…wat were u and cat doing?!? *wink* lol jk
(yeah i’m wondering what you guys were doing too) i thought he said that he wasn’t like that? lies!!

yet another chick: i miss you buddy!! by the way… you look hot! call me

____ is sooo PIMP. He has girls on lock down in different area codes. Even over at the 666 range…
yeah he also has girls all over the internet too

KittE nap Zzzz: so you don’t thnki’m just being overly paranoid?
lisasnowbubble: NO
lisasnowbubble: that’s just gross

whew..so i’m not crazy
            

lisasnowbubble: he has this internal like need to see pictures of other girls, EVEN THOUGH he has you, you know?
lisasnowbubble: i don’t like that kind of childish behavior
lisasnowbubble: what kind of excuse is
lisasnowbubble: “i like to mess around with ppl”
Kittenapzzzz: well he apologized online and over the phone.. but do you
think saying sorry, i fucked up is really enough? seriously now if the
situation were reversed he would have blown up at me its so hard to
beleive cuz you see this nice perfect guy on the outside.. but what he
does..when he’s by himself and “bored”.. that’s kinda creep status- and
he has the nerve to put “a relationship is based solely on trust
…blah blah blah trust”.. in that findapic profile.    HAH!
it’ll take him “yearrrsss to trust me” was what i remember us arguing
about.. pshhh

well said lisa.. thank you what would i do without ur words of wisdom

isasnowbubble: i just don’t understand the concept of a guy who has a
beautiful gf that would like to look at pictures of other women AND
even have the nerve to comment on them, as if he was actually single
and horn-dog driven.

that makes two of us

character, morality, genuine-ness? hah! righthtttt.. not going to be
faithful and devoted to someone who’s going to be all shady about it..
trust? puhhh leaseee that’s like out the window the foundation for a
relationship is trst and being able to be open about everything.. i
really don’t think that’s asking for too much- i’d rather not be on a
need- to- know- basis ..


whew hmmm i think i’m officially over it =) that felt good 
fraternal! where are u?? i need to tell you that i totally did it hehe

and now i’m sad and like.. about to cry=( these
hormones.. seriously.. need to go..my moods go up and down and around
and everywhere! i’m being soo weird!! i want to be me again..
sooo…hormones need to go

no appropriate pictures from last night hehe sorrryyy

annnnnnnd ONCE AGAIN!!! i almost got run over- (while joanna’s laughing
at me in the background) i need to stop being so absentminded

clubbing was fun! i had an awesome time dancing with joanna( aka stripper )
and diana (my mustang lesbian lover) hahhaa why wouldn’t guys just
believe we were lesbians and back up? and if that doesn’t work the i
have a boyfriend thing SHOULD logicallywork… but no. it doesn’t…i
don’t get it hehe do i not loooook lesbianish enough? i should go in
baggy jeans next time

as much fun as i had dancing all crazy with joanna and diana and
whoever else i happeneed to dance with tonight.. i really don’t
remember faces.. but honestly… clubbing is sooo overrated the only
thing i like about it. is dancing on the stage.. in the back.. and
that’s because guys aren’t allowed on the stage muahahhaah- its so
like. gross looking at their faces and pretty much seeing their “train
of thought” chuga chugga chugga.. oooohhh girls dancing.. chug…
chug… chugg…. errrr… derrr .. (brain has stopped- drooling ensues)

is it bad? if i get bored with dancing with someone too long? honestly
its so much more fun freaking joanna.. than like.. dancing with anyone
else..i get boredd!!! or mayb its my A.D.D talking – dunno

yeah or mayb i didn’t drink enough? welllll me and glen got kicked out-
cuuzz he was holding a cup of ice and i thought there was water in it-
but apparently it was alochol and the two ginormous x’s on my two hands..  like so  X and so   X say
the little girl shouldn’t be drinking alcohol ( i just wanted water)-
so mr. meanie bouncer took me and glen out- upon which we proceeded to
wander the streets of hollywood looking like a hooker and a pimp( esp
when we stood on the corners of streets) yeah… pretty sad

i wish… yeah deanna ok ur right…
dammit! i hate that… but watch- its never going to happen.. cuz i
know!! and if it did- i’d be like this and then
cuz when that happens.. its going to be the equivalent of me turning
into a boy named christophe theyre not all like yoshi- some are just
more prideful and perverted than others.. hmph

triparty was actually really fun!! awwww imiss everyone so much- i feel
like i’ve been missing out on so much! there’s so much more going on
now-

SOMEONE HELP ME FIND A SUBLETTER FOR THE SUMMER AUG 20- MARCH 15TH
ISH… i’ll be back for our session C- but what am i goign to do for
those two months! how sad…it’ll be my mini verison of studying abroad
hehe except its not abroad by even that much- but i can pretennddd -
fun stuff
no appropriate pictures from last night hehe sorrryyy

here’s the one conversation that’s helping me get through tonight- hearing words of reassurance when all you feel is doubt.. and to have those words be so positive– is something really special– thank you Lord for always giving me something to have faith in …

Steve 1ai: Christine
Steve 1ai: Youre the one that showed me why I should be a good person
Steve 1ai: In this life things can kind of get gray
Steve 1ai: It’s how we respond to it, it’s our character getting tested
Steve 1ai: You have one of the greatest characters a person can have
KittE nap Zzzz: i really don’t know -
KittE nap Zzzz: what use a good character is
Steve 1ai: Because people need it
Steve 1ai: Just like how I needed it
KittE nap Zzzz: if we just give and give… and others just take and take.
KittE nap Zzzz: becasue not everyone ‘s as genuine as you steve..

but i’m really glad i have friends like you in my life…reminding me why i have to keep trying and being optimisitc even when everything says i shouldn’t

… honestly… we shouldn’t have been having this much fun in lab… but put four sleep deprived girls together.. and this is what happens…

liz, dieu, me, and cathy- tooo far apart.. look at how much i’m reaching

MUCH BETTER!

LIZ being studious until….

I come along.. hehehehe … “m&ms?” (totally disregarding that dont eat in lab precaution we all had to learn everytime we sign up for a lab class)

hmmm smells a lilll fishy…


...
cathy’s the one that keeps us on track.. look at that studious girl.. bravo! annd she’s got killer nails.. we were oohing and ahhing over them for a while.

serious graph analyzing time… how does light affect the metabolism of fish??

ok break time! dieu actually squirted water down my shirt!!!!! that was the second time today- first time i  was pushing the plunger down on the oxygen compartment and got a little too into it.. and that water got a little more than just displaced… hahah
note the steady stream of distilled water going from squirt bottle.. to somewhere it doesn’t belong !! ahhh hehehe

ok back to serious time…. actually not really hahah.. notice all of us trying realllyy hard not to laugh.. especially liz.. she’s trying super hard! hahha just let it out liz we see that smirk

in the midst of laughing hysterically…no one can look attractive while gasping for air .. hehe
well our first group of goldfish didn’t quite go according to prediction.. cathy thinks its because i traumatized the fish by wiggling my fingers in front of them … and tapping the plexiglass with my nails.. that migghhtt have been it..except for the fact that…
                i just wanted to eat them.. mmm yummmyy

to be continued.. as dieu sends me more pictures