February 8, 2006

  • random thoughts at 5 am

    www.itschristiney.myphotoalbum.com

    pictures hehee!! too lazy to transfer over

    my poor baby jiun is sick get better little!!! i miss our late night talks about absolutely nothing
     
    my favorite picture of us .. hehe look at him.. he looks like a little boy!

    heheheeheh guess who’s jiun… hey why’s the dude int he black jacket laughing at u? how dare he!! hehehe jk

    part of our animaniacs family from our family bbq over the summer

  • so this is what happens when i have even a littleee bit of caffeine….
    its freakin 5 am and i can’t sleeeepppp woe is me!!!! whyyyyyyyy
    i’m so totally wired on caffeine right now.. seriously… one cup of
    tea.. .not even coffee just one cup of tea… sigh.. well..i
    guess  my body just reacts to certain substances more… which
    might explain my tolerance for alcohol… oh i KNOW MY LIMIT….. half
    a bottle of wine coolEr!!!!yup.. while everyone’s gettin their bacardi
    out.. i bust out the arbor mist

    haha..
    wellll since i totally missed the post on lambda ski trip.. here are
    more pictures that i discovered off of other people’s photoalbums..
    weee hehee

    HARMONIES
    at ski trip.. me and my trusty blue a&f sweater.. its like my
    life..when i honestly don’t care how i look… which is pretty much…
    3/4 of the week.. but anyhow.. hoanna there looks like she’s ready to
    peace out and go to bed- this was after A LONNNG  game of mafia …

    as you can tell… some of us got more into the mafia game … than others… wilson here… i have no words for.. hahahahah

    kicking ass in my favorite game.. cuz i always win… TEN FINGERS!!!
    …. as you can see.. ALLLL ten fingers are up.. that’s right!!! ALLL OF THEM!
    but
    then we were playing with riverside and sd lambdas.. ( who so
    courteously decided to crash our retreat) and yes … i define.. asian
    glow… go look up asian glow- you’ll find my face
    i supposed wearing pink didn’t help either huh…


    yay for the charms ! stephs’ hardcore she’s drinking beer.. hehe up against my wine cooler.. yeah that’s pretty hardcore

    we
    look sooo moded.. i think i’ve given up trying to beat overzealous
    lambdas at mafia… it just takes wayy too much thinking.. and my face
    is such a blank slate.. not once did i get the mafia card!!!! how
    saddd.. wilson wouldn’t stop accusing me.. cuz i had a “look”… i was
    innocenttt!!!! well i sucked ass at that game anyway hehe.. not a very
    good liar cuz whether or not i’m guilty… i start giggling
    hysterically and my face turns pink…. so sad


    our
    drivers.. eddie and charles..made the ride quite amusing for me and
    nha… but then… what woudln’t be amusing.. we were sitting in the
    same positino for about 3 hours.. even a rodent running on a little
    treadmill would have been thrilling

    quy got stung by a bee

    AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAH

    how
    random was that… and there’s the little critter that so violated
    quy’s neck… the bee flew threw the window while quy was driving and
    stung him… i give that bee mad props hehe sorry quy


    and voila! a giant piece of snow.. good job guys

  • look
    at the name of the second dj… its so funny- i didn’t even realize
    what it said until keidric pointed it out and i had to sound it out on
    bruinwalk… quite embarrassing…

    TRIPARTY where u get the priviledge of hanging out with the ladies of
                       THETAS DELTAS AND PHIS….
       
                  
                  
       thank you vanessa.. parties are definitely your forte!

    -
    this thursday! hooray! the first time this quarter i get to go
    clubbing- finalllyyyy i can just relax and hang out with the girls….
    my 200 dollar boots are coming out again
       
                  
                i totally need this
    as a stress reliever

    lcailianl: hi oh gay one
    sonik31: hi oh manly one



    apparently my boyfriend thinks i’m manly… with elevated levels of
    testoterone…*shrug* i personally think he’s trippin hehe

  • i’m exhausted!

    at 12- went and got those damn acryllic nails removed.. if you think about it.. its ridiculous
              you pay like 25 to get them done- and then another 15 to get them removed..
              that vietnamese lady is making bank off of me! hehe well.. learned my lesson…
       
          my fingers are alllmostt as long as eli’s
    just his middle finger’s longer than mine =) so
              mayb its not as freakish hehehhe

    at three-studied with nha and joanna on the seventh floor- beautiful view of downtown l.a.by the way..it was stunning

    at six- lambda lil sis dance practice— we’re gonna own at convention
       
          but not too hot on throwing those gamma
    signs… hehe watch me get confused.. like..
              which finger is it?

    at nine- chinese group meet for oral presentation- but SHE HASN’T CALLEEDDD MEE YET!!… grrrrrrr

    rest of however long it takes- prepare my own oral presentation
           

    i’m soooo tiredddd!!!! and i did’nt even get to workout today!.. i feel sooo … gross

    BUT!!!! I DID DO MY NAILS!!!

February 7, 2006

  • LAMBDA THETA SKI TRIP

    so we collaborated with our pledge bros to make a snowman so Thetas were going to make the base
    and lambdas were going to make the middle

    the result- a lumpy base… and a perfectly rolled middle… now how did that happen??


     
    glen was hardcore snowball maker.. notice.. the unnaturally conical base of the snowman… and the head?.. don’t even get me started on the head.. ghetto macy went and plopped some snow on top.. it was sadddddd.. the only pretty part was the middle.. that glen is so diligently working on right now…  and there’s me… giggling hysterically

    fun stuff.. thank you lambdas for showing us a good time.. even though ahem.. someee of you couldn’t keep up with the thetas on the slopes hahah not mentioning names =D


    putting the finishing touches on our snowman.. the base looks slightly better now

    hahah funny pledge bros.. that snowman looks so moded… they were sooo proud of their snowman.. had to take a picture with it.. and then they crushed it.. tear..
    oh well

February 6, 2006

  • hehehe it is pretty funny huh- i know i know- *brushing shoulders off*

    ahahha ok enough acting like an immature little kid and on to serious matters that count

    i’m so excited for small group prayer meeting this thursday! – seriously.. last friday was really an eyeopener on what i’ve been missing out on. 

    DATENIGHT!!!!!! this weekend! thanks to the influence of our wonderful panhellenic greek system- aka frat row

    sooo datenight
    we’re going Greek and doing a partybus- so technically its paying 65 dollars to party on a bus.. and sightseeing and dinner and dancing that should be fun. Despite all this unlimited alcohol.. i just was never the type to drink to the point where i’d pass out and be totally piss drunk.. hmm i wonder why that is— oh well– i had an epiphany last week i think in the past year- i’ve grown out of crazy drinking- hehe ya’ll know i’m hyper enough without alcohol seriously i realized as i was eavesdropping  YES I EAVESDROP I KNOW THE REST OF YOU DO TOO!!! well i was eavesdropping on this girl while i was waiting in line- she was telling her friend how she drinks and drinks and goes to bars and guys buy her drinks.. blah blahlblah

    come on.. as long as ur not fugly then yeah guys will buy u drinks.. cuz the guys who go to bars.. really will take whatever they can get… no joke… i’ve seen some nasty pick up lines in action from some pretty nasty people

    well who needs alcohol and clubbing- i prefer my reality

    .. every weekend seriously has a sucky life i’m sorry hahha actually not really give me green tea!!! i’m quite happy with my perfect life seriously though.. i think about everything that’s happened in my life and how it just falls into place like.. “written in the stars ” by westlife hehe eli and i were listening to that when i first went over.. awwww good times

    yeah of course i had to work hard for good grades etc and swim team blah blah blah but all in all i’m quite blessed- a wonderful family who loves me and is always there for me… Lord knows how much they care! omg its keeping them away that’s the problem…


    sat morning 8a.m

    knock on door

    we ignore it

    persistent knocking gets louder

    i grumble and growl and open

    mom flounces into the room saying here i brought u more water because i knew u were out
    (YOU JUST BOUGHT ME SOME TWO DAYS AGO)
    honey do you have any dirty laundry?
    (omg.. i can wash it myselfffffff..)
    how about cash? do you need cash?- whips out her checkbook
    (i have a job that pays me 30 an hour to workout
    boxing is God’s gift to mankind-wellll God’s gift to me anyway…)
    smothers a half- awake- me in kisses
    ewwwwwwww MOM!
    dad watches in amusement as my mom fusses over me tells me i need to sleep more
    (DAD!! make her stoppppp)
    how small the dorm room is
    (its big enough to fit four people at once.. not going to specify hehehe)


    and yes ALL AMERICAN REJECTS “move along” is out!!! the music video is out!
    and here i am!!

    that’s what eli did- hahah how silly

    and here i am again- next to the girl with the arm who’s waving it everywhere while i was gimpy from dancing and jumping all day

     i was there for like… 8 hours. and girlfriend to the right just started! not fair well i befriended the arm girl.. she was actually very nice and made it a total blast- yes i knoww!!!!
    I’M WHITEWASHED!!!!!! WHY I’M IN AN ASIAN SORORITY I DON’T KNOW!!!

    actually i do know
     cuz of this


    cuz i love you guys so much!!

    reppin Theta Kappa Phi!! stomp stomp we’re the harmonies!! pose pose.. (angels trumpeting in the background).. yes we know we know.. we’re the shit.. what can we say? ahhaa

    thank you mel and ur historian talents for making such a wonderful collage .. now go read! u need to not procrastinate anymore!

  • my cool asl family!

    me and vanessa with our repective littles and … some white guy.. jumping in the back…
    me and lil jack! at manna’s!! omg that food was soo good
    whoever thought of unlimited beef is.. a genius! A GENIUS!

    TWIN on the left his lil sis in the middle and MYYYYY LIL BRO… that’s right eric ..he’s myyy lil bro hehe take that smirk off ur face

    my super cool and loaded big bro with a high tolerance for alocohol onnn the left… my lil sis sandwhiched in between us and me =) hehe happy we’re taking a famil
    drunken picture with jack.. no i was seriously drunk that night.. like.. totally gone-look at how pink jack’s face is


    WAKE UP JACK!!! LIL BRO!! WAKE UP! HEHEHE look at the camera!!!  .. that was like an exchange that i kept dancing and drinking.. and dancing..then drinking.. yeahh.. but it was funnn!!!!!


February 5, 2006


  • bonding over the oc at 433 midvale those were good times
    awwwwwwww

    study hours= bum wear
    its me and my fraternal twin!!!! we’re studying like little nerds while
    xanga and facebook stalking…we’re just multitalented like that


    at cpk

    i’m like … tearing up……..wow.. everyone looks so nice.. and there
    i was . in my bum college shirt.. sweat pants.. and no makeup.. hahahah
    ohhhhh welllll i’ll be the barbaric animaniac

February 4, 2006

  • nevermind drama is fixed

    now that i think about it– i’m really glad i went to Grace on Campus
    on friday- since all this happened after the message (rejoice in what
    you have) i really think its God watching over me.  If i hadn’t
    listned to that message, I think i would have beena lot more
    desvastated.
    But after i connected the two events in  my head, I realized how
    incredibly true the pastor’s meaning was ( sometimes good things
    happen- rejoice in the Lord) ( sometimes bad things happen – and
    rejoice in the Lord he has a reason for it) and i TOTALLY SEE IT!

    yeah that post church phone im ordeal was bad- but i see it in such a
    new light and i’m actually really grateful that it did happen because
    it gave me a whole new positive outlook on (anonymous) and even though
    mr. anonymous disappointed me with his intial reaction- after we talked
    it out civilly, i felt so much better and have a newfound respect for
    mr. anonymous 

    hooray!

    SO RECAP ON FRIDAY’S MESSAGE BEFORE I FORGET

    how do we become content?

        -afix our eyes upon the Lord
        -when our hearts wander and afix our eyes upon
    ourselves then that is when       
        discontent onsets
        -ambition is bad overall
        we should never want( be it new clothes, a better car, a bigger house, a new relationship
        the Lord will provide us with enough necessities to glorify HIS name.  This got me to
        thinking about my shopping sprees and i felt soooo bad… well you know when i get
        a little sad- i go to the mall and spend like.. over a thousand.. yeahhhh… that would be
        afixing my eyes on myself- and you know.. it never makes me feel that much better
        -which comes to point two
        nothing earthly could ever satisfy me- EVER!
        -the only source of satisfaction comes from the Lord
        – no amount of clothes, love, a new car, or that 4.0 could ever make me completely 
        mayb for a short time yes but that sort of earthly happiness is fleating – discontent ensues
        and then we want more… we always want more! and that in itself is a sin because it
        shouldn’t be about us wanting- it should be about what He is willing to bless us with.
       
    and this is what I noticed i constantly struggle with- even though i’m a pretty happy little girl
    my ambition and want for the next great thing to add to my list of accomplishments… mayb
    isn’t the right thing after all.  With all the hustle and bustle
    in my life- last friday taught me to just slow down- and listen- and lo
    and behold… words were spoken to me. . .

    Two songs i started tearing up in- and then eventually full on crying

                   
                  
                  
             Song numbero uno

    Open the eyes of my heart, Lord
    Open the eyes of my heart
    I want to see You
    I want to see You

    To see You high and lifted up

    Shining in the light of Your glory


    Pour out Your power and love


    As we sing holy, holy, holy

    Song numbero dos

    Purify my heart
    Let me be as gold and precious silver
    Purify my heart
    Let me be as gold, pure gold


      Refiner’s Fire
      My heart’s one desire is to be holy
      Set apart for You Lord
      I choose to be holy
      Set apart for You my master
      Ready to do Your will

    Purify my heart


    Cleanse me from within and make me holy


    Purify my heart


    Cleanse me from my sin, deep within




    Refiner’s Fire


    My heart’s one desire is to be holy


    Set apart for You Lord


    I choose to be holy


    Set apart for You my master


    Ready to do Your will

    God’s love is so patient that whenever we stray- and come back- He’s
    there waiting with open arms… isn’t that amazing? and something to
    rejoice in? the fact that we were condemed to hell…but in one atoning
    death- saved us

    we cannot know His thoughts and wishes -only when we read the Bible are
    our hearts and mind alligned with His… food for thought